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Saturday, October 13th, 2001
11:49 pm - What's up?!?
Hey everybody :-D Long time no talk...

Well, I live at my dad's, which is going great...It's not as bad as I thought it would be...Been spending so much time with Kuhn :-D Wonderful boi, I tell ya

Well....my place of employment...I'm not gonna say where, but let's just say that I have money, and I *should* be getting a car within the next week, couple days, probably...but I've been saving, spending, livin large ;-) It's nice to be able to depend on myself for a change...

but I'm out, once again...if anyone would like my cell phone number, email me @ the_house_gurl@yahoo.com....and if not, I'll talk to ya'll later :-D

Jewels

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Friday, June 22nd, 2001
7:49 pm - This.....
OK....You guys got my email I hope.....I'm not posting in here for awhile...maybe ill update whenever I get a chance.....miss me ;-) LMAO

bye everybody

*julie ann*

current mood: satisfied

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Sunday, June 17th, 2001
10:06 pm - my adventure...
*BLEH*

Thursday night, I went to Carbon...that was cool, but they were supposed to be bringing in Ry-N from Chicago...the storms kept him there, so we all got free passes instead. I went with Vern, and Jen was there...I met their friend Kelli...she's cool :) I saw Savage there too...drunk, like always. lol...but cool, always too. He told me if I emailed him by the next day, he would get me on the guestlist for the party he was spinning at on Saturday. Then I went home... Friday...I never went to sleep. I never went out, either. So Saturday...I drank 4 cups of coffee at about 10 am...whew, was i wired...lol. So I stayed up all day long...Had about 5 different people tell me they were gonna hang out and go to the party with me. Umm...ok. So half of them couldn't find a ride out here, and the others never called. Shitty people, I tell ya. So Brian called me, and said "all right gurl...we're goin!" I was excited :) BUT THEN....it took him an hour and a half to get here, when it should've takin him 45 minutes...so he finally got here....we went 94 to 75...lol...75 was closed...i was gettin kinda annoyed by it all. And with no sleep, i was kinda bitchy. I apologized profusely for the entire night..he was like stop saying you're sorry....it isnt your fault. So i stopped ;) Well, then we get to the party...we didnt hear any music...$5 for parking, free admission???? ok...lets see whats up...i didnt hear any music...wtf? savage tells me that they just went to get the wire they needed to hook it up...about 50 kids were there, and after they got the wire, and realized it STILL didnt work, about 30 of em left..me and brian stayed, just to wait it out...nuthin better to do anyway. So we waited while this other guy went and got his receiver and cd player and some more wires....brian hooked it up. You would think that the *dj* would know how to hook his own shit up....nope. So at about 2, we finally got the music on. But in the process of hooking it all up, a blacklight fell on the arm of a turntable, and fucked up the needle...so Savage was spinning...with one turntable?? it sounded like ass...we left around 230. AND...whoever threw the party, left around midnight...never paid their djs, and never came back. fuckin bullshit. we didnt get our money back either. oh well...whatever...a learning experience. Terror Inc...shady promoters. Marco from Goodvibe...shady...he was part of the company that threw this party. So me and Brian left, and drove around Detroit for a few. Fuckin crazy already....So he asks me, "have you ever been to city club?" i said no, so he said ok :) so we went to city club...now, remember, im in my khakis and my snapple shirt...so of course i stood out in the crowd. That venue is the shit! I just sat on the side and watched everyone...there are some freaky ass people there, lemme tell you. But no one scared me too much. I watched Brian dance, that was cool :) So we leave city club when it gets out at 430...we didnt necessarily want to go home, so we sat on the trunk of his car and watched the sky as it got lighter :) Some buildings were in the way, so we couldnt watch the sun come up...but it was cool. Overall, my night sucked. The only good things that came out of it were:
I learned that another company is shady as fuck.
I went to a club I'd never been to before.
I got to hang out with a cool kid :) which made it all quite worth it, considering we had never really hung out one on one before.
I got a compliment on my Snapple shirt :) which ended up becoming a conversation about legalizing weed, the government, and then we talked about the Zone..LMAO...me and brian just looked at each other like WHAT~THE~FUCK!...

So my adventure...it was quite that...unbelieveable.

Sunday...went to sleep around 8 am, woke up at 430...was gonna see my dad, but hes too fuckin lazy to come get me....HAPPY FATHERS DAY! hope you had a good one, considering seeing your daughter isnt too important to you. Whatever...my dads always been the same i guess. hopefully he changes sometime, i hope at least before hes gone...

So now its sunday night, im chillin, about to hook up my parents scanner for em...then im goin to bed

*julie ann*

current mood: blah

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Saturday, June 16th, 2001
7:23 am - It is now saturday...lol
I haven't gone to sleep yet...I'm talking to Brian...experimenting with this new web site I'm on...it's cool as fuck =)

So i still need a job...of course...this week...theres no way i can go any longer without a job...im losing my mind...

so i get my permit august 4th, and i get my license september 4th...im looking forward to being able to drive myself around...that'll be sooo fucking nice....i cant wait =)

ummm....I've been writing some poetry lately...I miss writing my thoughts on paper...its a great release =) Actually, tonight I got asked to help write a song...I'm looking forward to doing that....I also got asked to play my flute for a band...that will be absolutely wonderful =))))))

besides that, i miss some of my old friends...i dont understand why they never call me, but i guess its cuz i never call them....i wish they would understand that i dont have a car, so i dont want to call and be like...*umm...wanna come get me?* that would just be too fucked up...so i guess i wait until *I* have a car...then i can hang with whomever i choose =) it'll be fun to joyride..be like what up...i got a car now ;P *YAY* I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!

I'm going to the cemetary with my mom today to see my grandpa...i havent been there in a long time...it will be nice...me and my mom will probably talk a lot too...that will be very nice =)

k...im outtie

current mood: satisfied
Sunday, June 10th, 2001
11:53 pm - this weekend...
so friday i was supposed to go to motor with vern...didnt happen =/...so i asked chris if he wanted to go, and he was going to clutch...so i was like ummm...ok...ill watch movies then..and i did =)
saturday night...i went to motor then to save the space..got really blew out ;) it was fun...i saw this kid dwayne that ive known for about 4 years now...his gurl had their daughter =) i was happy that i got to see him tho..i havent seen him about a year...i saw kuhn....what a silly kid...ummm...had a lil trouble gettin into the party at first, but i finally accomplished it =) it was alright...the venue wasnt that big, and it was hot as hell in there...i was sweatin so bad i *looked* like i was rollin...danced my ass off tho ;) overall, the night was cool...motor was empty...saw jen from planetraver there...we made fun of girls together ;P hahhaha...it was funny....so then i came home around 6, made a couple grilled cheeses, ate 3 pieces of toast, talked to my mom when she woke up, and said goodnight..she was like, "GOODNIGHT???" i just laughed...went upstairs..it was kinda funny actually...
Sunday...woke up, felt incredible pain in my chest...i think i smoke too much...my throats been in pain all day, it hurts to breathe, cough, smoke cigarettes, etc....but im livin, so im not complainin =) ate some spring rolls with my family tonight..it was my mom, my stepdad, my aunt & uncle, my niece, my sister-in-law, and her boi....my niece is just too fuckin cute...she walked in and was like *HI GEE* with a big fuckin smile...god i love that gurl =))))))) shes my angel =*)

*crosses fingers*

gettin a job this week...

*julie ann*

boi=M.I.A.

current mood: drained
Saturday, June 9th, 2001
3:09 am - Learning
geez...ive had a lot to take in lately...seems too odd for me...im learning....i had a friend get kicked out of his house for not having a job...he has nowhere to stay...i dont understand why, but that kinda hit me...like, how long can i go without a job? i know my parents will never kick me out, but on the other hand, when am i ever gonna learn? i dont know...now, i hope...

I'm waiting for a job interview...should be this week...its for a new restaurant in new baltimore...i would be waitressing, again...but thats cool..its fuckin money, ya know? i dont care where i work anymore...i just need a job...

thoughts of my boi....oh god....why cant i have my shit together *now*????? if i did, i could be with him...but as of this moment in time, i cant be with him....and it sucks...this guy is fucking amazing...i cant believe how much we have in common, how well we get along...truly wonderful...but i have to wait....which is good...for me...but the overall view sucks...

i was supposed to go to motor tonight, but i didnt have a ride...i called chris to go, but he was goin to clutch *bleh* trance...oh well...i spent some *quality time* with myself at home tonight...fun fun...watched a couple movies...girl interrupted...what a fuckin movie...

tomorrow night im going to motor, and then to save the space...should have fun...I'll be blown out the whole time ;P we'll see..maybe I'll see my boi...he *(i think)* is in k-zoo this weekend, and if hes here, he'll be at that party....i hope i get to see him...i dont know tho...

well, hopefully the next time i post i will be a lil happier, with a job, and in *my* mood =)

*julie ann*

current mood: lonely

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Wednesday, June 6th, 2001
2:03 am - ummm.....
so today is tuesday...i cant believe how much ive been posting in my journal....its weird....

so i *might* be going to chicago this weekend...im not sure yet....it all depends on if we have somewhere to sleep....yea, that helps sometimes...lol...

im going to look for a job tomorrow...my mom says that if i can find a job on the way to her work, and around the same time, she can drive me....she just doesnt have a set schedule, and im sure my job wouldnt understand if i say *its my moms fault*....but its worth a try at least...no point wasting anymore time...i need a job...i want a job...i cannot go without a job anymore...thats just the way it is...

im going to try and get my sweater tomorrow...hopefully someone will be awake to answer the door....maybe ill call first...

so im hoping for a *lot* of things right now...just to be happy for a *whole* day would be nice...instead of always having things brought up, or always fighting with *someone*...it seems that i cannot get away with one day going my way...but thats gonna change soon...as soon as i get a job, i wont have time to fight with anyone...*hopefully*...maybe it will all turn out good like everyone always tells me....*optimism* hehe

nuthin really goin on besides that....god, my life seems boring lately....GET A JOB....

*sweet dreams*

*julie ann*

current mood: frustrated
Monday, June 4th, 2001
3:58 am - today is the day i learn more about myself...
so im not even gonna *attempt* to make you feel how you made me feel....cuz i just dont have the heart for it....but i will say that you will definetely get whatever it is that you deserve...count on that....be careful, too...you never know how much power the person has that you FUCKED.....have a nice life...hope it turns out good...

so......now that i got my anger out of the way, i can get on with my happiness =)

Chicago....i just cant stop thinking about the opportunity, the advantages, the future that city holds in its hands....i know it has its disadvantages, like random shootings, gangs, etc...i was told never to walk down the street alone, for fear i might get shot....but i guess, just like with every other situation, you have to take chances....no, thats definetely not the outcome i want, but risks are always worth it....you can always learn something from everything...and i'd be *quite* protected there...id always have someone watching my back, with me at all times....it's nice to know ppl....especially ones that care =)

i went to *the showdown*...with aphrodite and freaky flow....and i have to admit, that even for someone that doesnt like jungle, it was fuckin tight..i didnt like that fact that, 1st of all, it was BTM...2nd of all, all the djs and staff were drinking beer....sorry, but not at a venue that's more than likely gonna be broken up...it was just uncomfortable...but the music was tight, even though i *cant* dance to jungle...i had fun with the kids i went with too....they're cool =) i no longer have to pay for any parties i want to go to....which, in my opinion, is cool as fuck =) but thats just my opinion..and i dont have to *do* anything for it all either....i guess its just *who i am*.....cool =)

im seeing someone, someone nobody knows....pretty fuckin cool =*) beyond anything ive ever imagined, beyond the hopes and dreams ive ever had...truly amazing =*) makes my heart get all warm and fuzzy too, which im sure is a plus, right? ;) the one thing that makes me the happiest about him, is he accepts me for who i am...he knows all about my past, including my most recent mistakes...and he still wants to be with me...havent even kissed him yet, so i know its not about the sexual aspect of our relationship....which, in fact, im quite happy that i wont be used again...makes me feel a LOT better to know that im actually worth a relationship...wasnt too sure with all the negativity ive experienced lately, but my confidence has grown about 10 feet just in this last week....and it just keeps going and going....everyday i realize what a better person i am for letting things just happen...karma....what goes around comes around...and i guess, since i hurt someone a little bit ago, i should be getting that in return...but guess what...ive had it happen enough that i could kill someone, and i still wouldnt have given enough back...so put that in your pipe and smoke it...why dont you just be happy that you got what you wanted? god knows im over it already...will you ever be?

so im sure ill get over whatever it is that im holding inside...this fuckin anger is makin my ulcer hurt...god i remember when that shit happened when i couldnt even move off the damn floor...how *sweet* it was for someone to pretend like they cared....when will you realize that pretending is just an escape? and just ask megan...running doesnt solve anything...she tells me that all the god damn time...lol...thanks gurl...now i wont forget it =)

i hope my future does not consist of what is in my past...cuz im sure as fuck that i dont want ppl like that in my life ever again...ppl just plain out SUCK...too bad we all live on the same god damn planet, huh....oh well...hope i never see some of them again...that'd be *quite* the treat =) but i can only pray...

ok...now im off to la-la land...dream about my boi =*)

*julie ann* <==FINALLY seeing the light

current mood: devious
Saturday, June 2nd, 2001
3:40 am - today is the day....
I cant seem to get through one day without being angry at someone or something....it sucks....

So...Chicago....god damn.....if i had money, i wouldnt be here right now, i can tell ya that for sure....wow....i wont even go into it....too many negative replies....im taken...thats all I'll say =*)

I'm hoping the people that owe me money pay me back before i get pissed...before they spend it on other things.....i wish ppl thought about the extent i go to make others happy...it'd be nice to get the same in return....but no...this is life, am i right? i doubt ill ever get treated the way i treat others....i guess i fucked up by trusting the wrong ppl, huh....oh well...another lesson life has taught me...dont trust...again...you would think i learned the first 80 million times i trusted and found out the hard way...nope...takes one more time, i guess.....shitty for me

Stacey is cool as hell...we've talked so many times, talked about so many different things....shes awesome =) i wish i had a car though...she lives kinda far from me....if i had money, id offer some for gas...but nope...back to that money thing again....i have none...actually, i have $1.46...but how far does that get me? not very.....

i think im off to bed now...wake up, play with my neice, then go to a party...sounds good =)

sweet dreams*

*julie ann*

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Friday, June 1st, 2001
2:26 am
DEMF: fucking wonderful =))))))

i cant really say which year was better, b/c they both had their ups and downs..for me? i think this year =*) i had sooo much fun with my friends, actually cared about the music this year...wasnt there with a complete and total asshole either...i was there all 3 days...i lost chris most of the time, which sucked....i wish there werent so many damn ppl there...but i had fun with kelli...i fuckin miss that gurl more than i thought...i met quite a few ppl this weeekend that are just fuckin plain out cool....saw this boi that i want to get to know better....un-fucking-believeable....

rain is cool =) i loved dancing in the rain...and for everyone that knows me, you know i was dancing too ;P the djs this weekend were off the hook...k-hand tore shit up...aquaviva, like always =) gary g was tight as hell...even though i dont like jungle...hes a good dj....De La Soul...OMG...i dont know why, but they got to my heart this weekend...for real....the graffiti artists downstairs on monday were fuckin TIGHT! i couldnt believe what they were doin with just 2 colors...fuckin amazing......Autechre...WOW....i wasnt even in the crowd for them...but lemme tell you...even standing outside listening to them was amazing.....theres just some times when you feel the music in your blood...and this weekend, holy shit...my blood was getting thicker....

Chicago seems to be calling my name....what do i do?!?!? i dont know...money...needed...NOW! Anybody owe me any? yea...i thought so...thanks..

so thats the way it is i guess....karma sucks, dont it

*julie ann*

current mood: ecstatic

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Thursday, May 24th, 2001
11:29 pm - is this it?
I cleaned my house allll day today....fun *bleh*...i asked my mom what i could do to make some money...so she gave me some chores to do...*scrubbing bubbles* hehe...gotta finish up tomorrow though...just the floors...

i think i figured out who replied to my last entry....LOL....kinda funny, i guess....to me, at least...

no luck on a job yet, but time will help, im sure...i dont even care where it is, how much i get paid...all i care about is if its close enough to rollerblade to, and if i have enough hours to make enough money for a car by august 4th...that day seems so close now...i cant believe my 3 years are almost up....thats crazy...i thought it would never get here...thank god i never got pulled over after that, or i wouldnt be getting my license for a few more, im sure...i wish there was a way to make money without having to go through all the deals of apps n shit...it sucks...worth it, but it sucks =/

so its almost here! im sooooo excited....i get to see so many ppl....its gonna be an awesome weekend =) i cant wait...oh shit! i forgot to call angela today...damnit...ill call her tomorrow i guess....

chris is on his way over here....we gotta make a little trip tonight...i hope its worth it....we'll see i guess...any minute now....

god i cant wait....

*julie ann*

current mood: anxious

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Wednesday, May 23rd, 2001
1:03 pm - it's almost here*
ok...so it's wednesday...*hump day* heh...anyways....

I'm on a mission to find a job this week...i only have 2 days left, but i can do it =) im gonna go today to get a social security card, and then i think im gonna go up garfield and get a ton of apps....its a nice day out...i wish i could go rollerblading, but i have other priorities right now...a job, for instance...i have to be home at 5...my stepdad is picking my neice up from daycare, and he wont change her diapers, so i have to be home to change it whenever it happens...lol...so i will be...cant let my neice sit in shit, now can we? shes too cute for that =)

so i have had one hell of a learning experience lately...besides the obvious, a ton of other shit has happened lately...ive been rejected by how many friends now? heh...oh well..their loss!....i wish it was different, but i guess it cant be any time soon, til i start meeting the *right* people....maybe at my new job....

i hit a whole bucket of balls sunday at the driving range with jaysen, and my hands hurt, my back hurts, my ankle STILL hurts, and i think thats it...but i had fun...*happy gilmore* jaysen almost fell off the top of the driving range...it was funny...a lil scary, but funny none the less....then we watched movies at his house, and he cooked us all steak dinner....

i hung out with chris *kuhn* a couple times recently...*WHY!!!!!!!!* i guess thats my own question to myself...some can figure it out, but im not tellin ;P hes cool...we have fun together =) last night we went up to the bowling alley by his house and i finally got to meet his friends that hes been telling me about for soooo long now...we went back to craigs and smoked 4 joints and 2 bongs...*coughs*...god DAMN was i fucked up last night...heh....woke up this morning to my phone ringing off the hook, but it was just a friend in need....so i got up..

DEMF is this weekend....i WILL have fun, no matter what...i know how many ppl im gonna see there, i know how many ppl im gonna see that i dont want to...i was gonna stay at chris c's house for the weekend, but i dont think ill have the money for the after parties he wants to hit up....so chris *kuhndogg* is gonna go everyday, and im gonna go with him everyday =) we got a lil trick up our sleeves, but no harm to anyone...just a way of makin money...hopefully....im supposed to meet a bunch of ppl this weekend...savage is giving me his cd, i finally get to meet *ping*, i finally get to meet juan...heh...should be fun....hopefully i get to see all my friends that i never see anymore...that'd be nice =) im gonna have a camera this weekend...i feel like Kates* hehe....anyways..

im on to find a job...wish me luck =)

*julie ann*

current mood: optimistic

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Monday, May 21st, 2001
10:54 pm - .....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAN!!!

i love you gurl....

*jewels*

current mood: hopeful

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Tuesday, May 15th, 2001
3:32 pm - lots of things.....
well...i havent posted in this for awhile...havent really even been home, actually....been spendin a lot of time with friends...havin lots of fun...*drama free* fun, to be exact...high...how are you? lol...anyways...

I found an old friend...he's still cool =) we've hung out the past couple days...watched quite a few movies, smoked quite a few joints, talked about many many things....i missed that kid...too bad relationships change friendships, huh...oh well...his *psycho bitch* is gone...so i guess he can have friends again? we'll see...no relationship with this one, thats for sure...im bein smarter than the average bear here...different, yes, difficult, yes, fun? HELL NO...but oh well..some things just have to be done...

so me and megan kinda got into it the other day....she knows how i feel...which sucks...i dont want anyone to know how i feel anymore..all they try and do is give me their advice and tell me how i should do things and sit there and argue with me about things they know nothing about...oh well...this is life...people will *ALWAYS* piss me off...they will always disagree, tell you all the bad things about yourself before the good things...this is not directed towards you megan, so dont be mad about this entry...this is just my life...im realizing more and more each day, learning new things, spending time thinking about things before just acting on them...its weird that im actually seeing, right before my very eyes, the maturity level rising.....and yes, i may still *run* from shit...but doesnt everyone at some point? when you are so fed up with almost everything and everyone, dont you just want to run away from it all? i do...so thats what i do...not every porblem i have for the rest of my life will be easy...and i bet halrf of them, i wont even deal with...cuz some are just too *minute* to even waste time with....little things are very unimportant to me, im seeing more each day...the little things? fuck em..they cant be that important if theyre so damn small, right? anyways...

*so this is life, this is how i live....sue me, kill me, hate me, love me...who i am, you may not like....so save us some trouble and go away...*

*jewels*

current mood: giggly

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Saturday, May 5th, 2001
6:13 pm - wow
so i havent been around for a few days....*ahhh*...nice to relax....

I have been smoking weed like it's going out of style...i feel like megan...ive been retarded for the past 4 days....ugh....time to take a break from smoking....my lungs hurt tremendously when i woke up this morning...so i have other friends, thank god...i guess i kinda got lost in the moment at brads...forgot about the rest that have been there this whole time...and, amazingly, now that this one guy's gone, i get respect over there...which is shocking when it's a house full of *bois*...oh well...i get shocked every day though....so i have fun over there...they dont mind me being there, actually they want me to live there, so....

Tonight...I might go to Lifted with Kristie..she's gonna call me in a little bit...but she might want to go to Motor...or i could go back over my friends house...whatever...i wanted to go out tonight...but i dont have a car, so i dont have a choice...oh well..whatever i do, i am gonna have fun =)

so i got ripped-off 2 days ago...this kid i knew, or thought i knew, stole 50 bucks from me...if he needed money, i would have loaned it to him...but instead, i tried to buy some weed, and i had no luck but bad...ok..im just not buying weed anymore...fuckin bastard

my neice cried cuz i wasnt here this morning...my mom called me and let me talk to her...shes so fuckin sweet =*)

so im single, and it seems that a lot of guys think i shouldnt be...this one kid asked me, about 5 times why i did NOT have a boyfriend...i said i dont know...i guess i cant find the right one...and he laughed and said, "who wouldnt treat YOU right" i just laughed...it made me smile though =***) i guess i like it when guys hit on me for my mind and not my body...and thats what he was doing..cuz he couldnt even see my body...it was weird, but wonderful =*) oh well...men suck =P

my mom told me about this job....at a smokers shop....monday thru saturday, 9-7, id open, close and be there by myself alll day long...AND get paid under the table ;P so i could still collect unemployment,which finally came, btw...but i dont know how i would get there everyday....or i could depend on someone else to drive me to work everyday, and go be a waitress and make phat cash....hmmm....i guess ill think about it some more

later gaters....see ya online sometime

*jewels*

current mood: peaceful

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Tuesday, April 24th, 2001
4:31 am - one more thing...
The Wings lost tonight in OT...that sucks....really bad...better luck next year, i guess

*jewels*

current mood: irate

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2:34 am - WTF?
so i thought i just did something wrong there, i couldnt see anything in my livejournal all day...thought someone got ahold of my password or sumthin...nope..just my shitty ass computer..

I turned in that application..unfortunetely, they arent hiring right now..so tomorrow i look for a job further away from me...i dont have any options anymore, so i guess it comes down to rollerblading every day, to and from...worth it? quite =)

Talked to a few friends today...wondered if i should stay away...would it help? the answer i got was no..nothing could help right now...so I'm takin a breather...i need time for myself...unfortunetely, that means missing some people i really dont feel like missing...but sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do..i really hope i go to the party randy's playing friday...that'd be nice to see his first real party set LOL that sounded funny..but i know what i mean...

talked to brad today...he made me think...i asked him what he thought of me, and he responded with why do you care? i was shocked...kinda pissed, actually...i *should* care what my friends think of me...i said that to him, and he says...if they dont like you, after they see all your *imperfections* (or so they think) then do you really WANT to consider them your friend? and i said WOW...he made me think....Brad is a wise man...i was thinking along those same lines, but for some reason, i just couldnt get a grip on what i thought...now i have one..and im quite proud of myself for it, honestly...

We'll see what goes on in the future...hopefully good, im sure some bad, maybe even some terrible...but its life, and we all have to find our own way to deal with it =)
now if i could just figure that way out.......

see y'all later =) allegaters
*Jewels*

current mood: thoughtful

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Monday, April 23rd, 2001
11:04 pm - ...
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Friday, April 13th, 2001
8:58 pm - Party =)
well...i heard some shit, and it is NOT going to ruin my night..i heard i was gonna get my ass beat, but oh well ;P im not worried about it at all....and my friends?? they think its funny hahahhahahha

so we'll see what kind of SHADY ass shit goes down...I'll laugh about it =)~

Julie

current mood: anxious

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Thursday, April 12th, 2001
5:35 pm - goin out =)
I'm headed to the bean machine tonight, to listen to my best friend spin =) i guess a few people might show up there tonight..lookin forward to seein them again =) I'll have a good night...I can feel it in my heart =*)

Julie

current mood: loved

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